Let me guess....
You want to do the work you were born to do, the true expression of your soul? without the stress?
And you’re smart, spiritually connected and ambitious AF - the whole enchilada. So what the hot fudge sundae? You’re more than willing to DO THE WORK but sometimes it feels like you’re swimming against the tide. Not fun. Exhausting.
I see you. I see the greatness trapped inside.
I have been exactly where you are now. In corporate (longest 10 years of my life), studying spirituality on the side, knowing there had to be more that I was put on this earth to do than sit in endless meetings, battle the paper eating printer and listen to crappy hold music while waiting for the tech team to pick up. Followed by being lost, dazed, confused and totally out of alignment in the entrepreneurial wild west that is online business.
What I had to learn:
A big part of becoming who you are, is undoing all you were taught to be.
Not a journey that should be taken alone. Ever. And that’s why I do what I do. I was you.
I've always been a seeker of truth.
As long as I can remember I was connected upwards. I like to say I came in connected to Source and have never known another way.
But somewhere along the line, probably in my early 20s I lost my way. And I sold out.
I became corporate.
I don't know how it happened but it did. Somehow when I wasn't looking I became a ladder climbing over achiever in a pencil skirt and wedges. And I drank the kool aid and toed the corporate line.
This went on for far too long. In my defence though my 3rd job out of college for a big multinational was only supposed to last 2 weeks. I was there 10 years. TEN YEARS. And let me tell you they flew by like whoa.
And the truth is the kool aid is hella addictive - earning decent money on the reg, friends on site, who's dating who drama's to be discussed in depth over tea, mean girls (office edition) to glare at, Friday night drinks and the familial / societal approval of having a good job.
But the cracks were there. And they started showing up in my health. The first bout of doctor-says-no sickness knocked me out for about 9 months until I finally had surgery. A lot of time on the sofa gave me plenty of time to think and reconnect to my spiritual heart. I also knew something was off in my career so I got me a coach to brainstorm how I could get up the ladder, faster. I started plotting to get my MBA - I was convinced that was the answer to the problem. It was not. I found that out before I dropped serious coin in that direction - thankfully the open evening and trial lectures bored me to tears so I figured I wasn't a good candidate.
I moved across into the commercial arm of the business, new exciting and totally different. And I guess I was looking like I was going to settle in for the duration having mapped out my path upwards because health bomb 2.0 hit. And this time it would not be ignored. Having worked with a coach for 2 years at this point I knew that coaching was what I wanted to do and had started coach training.
I left corporate at the end June, took July off and started second coaching certification at the beginning of August (I'm certified as a both a health coach and as a life coach). Got practice clients in September and paying ones in October.
Yay! Too easy! Take that 30 minute lunch break and endless commute! I got it made, bitches!
Spoiler alert: there’s more to this story.
Want to know how long it took for me to feel overwhelmed and uncomfortable? Not long enough.
Ironically before I "learned" how to be in business online I was a coach for women who wanted more than corporate way of life. It was easy, it felt right. Then I started hearing how difficult it was supposed to be and yup you guessed it I believed it and it DID get harder.
Enter business coaching. Considering the 10 years in corporate and that’s dropped £XXXX on my business education I was a decent business coach.
Except for one thing. I hated it.
But that was kinda ok because after the first session my clients weren't interested in talking about business.
They wanted to talk about their relationships, sex, money, family, fertility, spirituality and their secret dreams. I loved it. It was natural and effortless to me. My intuition was on point and they were having breakthroughs by the bucketful. Coaches became writers. Niches were ditched. Relationships were reclaimed. Power was stepped into. Oh and a lot of tears were shed. I coach DEEP, yo.
But, I still couldn't explain what it was that happened in session which made it super hard to trust myself. And that's when I set off on spiritual + entrepreneur quest. And discovered that there was a lot of spiritually sugar coated coaching that didn't resonate.
Being told to follow someone else's path is never the answer even when it's covered in Fairy Dust and Angels.
At the other end of the spectrum the super woo was cool but left me feeling kinda spacey and all up in my head. And I did not need any help in being in by head, I could get caught up in my own thinking without outside help, thank you very much.
So? I stopped questing. And to a large degree, doing.
I started being.
I said yes to mentors that spoke to me even though it made no sense. I said no to things that made sense. I dropped cash on
experiences that I still can't explain but felt right in my soul and turned out to be exactly what I needed.
I did the work.
And somewhere along the line, the bits and pieces started flowing together, remembered conversations, whispered dreams floated into my awareness. And healing on levels I didn't know I had.
It was hard. I'm not going to lie. Because even though I had mentors and healers everybody had their own specialism and the only person holding all the rapidly changing pieces together and trying not to have a breakdown in the midst of a breakthrough, was me, myself and I.
But everything happens for a reason my combined spiritual and business crisis (and it was a fiery initiation) was to refine, discover and alchemise my natural gifts, abilities and knowledge to become who I am, rather than who I'd learnt to be in reaction to the world around me.
And who am I?
I'm the one who holds safe non-judgmental space for awakened men and women who are ready to step into who they are at soul level. Ready to be the bravest, brightest and most radiant version of themselves. Because what I know now, is that it doesn't have to hurt, to be scary or lonely. Diving deep into your fears, desires, belief systems and blocks is not easy work and it's definitely not all sunshine rainbows but the clarity, peace and space at a soul level waiting at the other end? So worth it.
I went it alone so you don't have to.
Oh and you know that coaching that was hella effective but I couldn't figure out what it was? Yep, it was this. I call it: Hot yoga for the soul.
Are you ready to step into the next evolution of you?
IN THEIR WORDS
Amy is one of the most intuitively connected people I know. Her ability to connect with my truth and share it with me in a way that resonates and makes a meaningful impact in my life is beyond none. Before and after my Akashic Records reading with Amy, I felt a tremendous amount of energy shifting and things I’ve known intellectually for years finally clicked into place on a deep, deep level. I was able to see patterns and beliefs that were lingering around keeping me from living a fully integrated life. I would recommend having your records read if you are looking for greater clarity and integration in your life.
AKASHIC RECORDS READING / AMANDA JOHNSON / AUTHOR AND FOUNDER OF AWAKEN VILLAGE PRESS
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